Childhood Abuse Survivor

I have hit some magical age where my childhood abuse has caught up with me.... but I will not let it win, and will fight and know that God will see me through just as He always has.... my goal in this blog is to share with others and to vent as well about the experiences of childhood abuse, not just the physical abuse, but the emotional as well. The old saying about sticks and stones break bones but words can never hurt.... they couldn't be farther from the truth!!

I have two wonderful daughters and am blessed that God chose me to "break the cycle" and above all, they know that I love them with all my heart and they are great girls!!! Right now though, I just need to make some peace with my past.... (and if you met my mother, you'd understand... hahaha). I know that know matter where I am at in my journey though, that God is ALWAYS with me!!


Thursday, March 22, 2012

Alcoholic Insanity

..... No words can tell of the loneliness and despair I found in that bitter morass of self-pity. Quicksand stretched around me in all directions. I had met my match. I had been overwhelmed. Alcohol was my master. (upon finding out that he had to quit drinking or he would die)

It was only a matter of being willing to believer in a Power greater than myself. Nothing more was required of me to make my beginning......... There I humbly offered myself to God, as I then understood Him, to do with me as He would... Something at work in a human heart which had done the impossible. I have not had a drink since. Simple, but not easy.... (The core of AA, realizing we CAN'T do it on our own)


*from the book Alcoholics Anonymous, Bill W, co-founder of AA

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