Sometimes families have hurt us so much and so bad, we do feel this way. I know for me, I had an "absantee father", still do, even tho he knows me and even proclaimed to want to be a dad (that was when I was an adult and he called me about it), but in the end, just like when I was a teen, just like when I became a new young mom without a mom of my own..... I remember all the tears I cried over him, and in order for me to heal, I had to "let him go", not out of anger, but to protect myself and my heart from getting hurt over and over and over.....
*I wrote this with a pic on Facebook that said "someday you'll cry for me like I cried for you. Someday you'll miss me like I missed you. Someday you'll need me like I needed you. Someday you'll love me, but I won't love you.
