childhood abuse survivor: October 2014

Childhood Abuse Survivor

I have hit some magical age where my childhood abuse has caught up with me.... but I will not let it win, and will fight and know that God will see me through just as He always has.... my goal in this blog is to share with others and to vent as well about the experiences of childhood abuse, not just the physical abuse, but the emotional as well. The old saying about sticks and stones break bones but words can never hurt.... they couldn't be farther from the truth!!

I have two wonderful daughters and am blessed that God chose me to "break the cycle" and above all, they know that I love them with all my heart and they are great girls!!! Right now though, I just need to make some peace with my past.... (and if you met my mother, you'd understand... hahaha). I know that know matter where I am at in my journey though, that God is ALWAYS with me!!

Sunday, October 26, 2014

Do you.... ?

Do you know I have your dimples dad?
Do you know I have your your eyes mom?
Do you think of me as much as I do you?
Do you wonder how I'm doing?
Do you wonder who I've become?
Do you regret?
Do you wish things were different?
Do you care now?
Do you ponder change?
Do you have it in you?
Do you?