childhood abuse survivor: past hurts

Childhood Abuse Survivor

I have hit some magical age where my childhood abuse has caught up with me.... but I will not let it win, and will fight and know that God will see me through just as He always has.... my goal in this blog is to share with others and to vent as well about the experiences of childhood abuse, not just the physical abuse, but the emotional as well. The old saying about sticks and stones break bones but words can never hurt.... they couldn't be farther from the truth!!

I have two wonderful daughters and am blessed that God chose me to "break the cycle" and above all, they know that I love them with all my heart and they are great girls!!! Right now though, I just need to make some peace with my past.... (and if you met my mother, you'd understand... hahaha). I know that know matter where I am at in my journey though, that God is ALWAYS with me!!

Wednesday, December 10, 2014

past hurts

She looks off
lost deep in thought
her eyes dark with old pains
her past hurts
spreads into the now
worries about the future
try to live in the now
but so broken and damaged
going forward
one foot in front of the other
burdened down but trudging forward
away from past
away from her very self she runs.....

childhood abuse survivor